EmpressSteph

Turbulence

I am sure you can see my nervousness

That\'s Caused by all the turbulence

Since we have taken off, my heart hasn\'t had a rest

I am praying we get \"there\".. This can\'t be purposeless..

 

The Jerking, shaking, the dramatic dips in this trip .. Man I\'m trying hard not to trip and just be supportive

Be there for you, understand you, that\'s what\'s important

But now that we\'ve boarded

I see that our communication and trust has a shortage

Frustrated we both are from the circles we orbit

I fucking hate this turbulence

 

I pray that we get there safely

Can\'t help but worry because it is all so shakey

I\'m trying to move bravely, tuck my pride, have faith in my prayers of being your chosen lady

But lately it seems like your love has been lazy

Worked so hard to get here and now that you have me I am hurting greatly.

The lies, the girls, the lack of affection and love is what phased me

 

This all isnt purposeless, but with all the turbulence we most stop or we won\'t survive

I need you to fly our plane before we start to collide

Let\'s decide to put our pasts aside I need you to choose ME over everything this time

And choose to build and confide and  worked through our problems combined and if you can’t then that’s fine..

Just because we have history and time doesn’t equate to you being mine..

or I being yours

They say when it rains it pours &

If it comes back to u then it’s yours- but are we ever really sure?

this weather hasn’t changed, it’s not safe to fly this way

 

This turbulence has me on the fence..

the risk of flying high i can’t take the suspense

I have to save me…