What about me seems so interesting?
I wish I could tell you
how badly I want to know
how you perceive me.
You humor me, silly boy.
Your smile can make my day
and that makes me sick.
Is this what joy feels like?
An endless succession
of butterflies in my stomach?
I wish you treated me badly
so I wouldn\'t feel so disgusting
admitting that you are the only thing
crossing my mind.
Perfect boy;
Perfect man.
What do you see
in a girl so broken?
You make me forget
how to write
my dumb poetry.