Ajax (he/xe)

Liars

I look in the mirror 

A cloudy haze over my eyes

Friends say I have no need to worry

Worry about my appearance

Worry about my weight 

But how do they not see? 

Or maybe they see.

They’re just lying.

It doesn’t work

I’m fat.

I weigh too much

Way. Too. Much. 

Even my face looks fat.

I’ll fix this though.

I’ll starve myself until I’m skinny,

And I’ll hide my face. 

Beauty is pain, right?