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Wistful Thinking

I will be the beauty to your beast 

Be there when you’re down

I would carve out my heart for you willingly

But would you be there when I need you most?

 

Lately, I have been dreaming about you and our non-existent memories

Recently, I can only think of you 

Constantly, all up in my head is you and I

And my fantasies

But do you do the same or am I only at the back of your mind?

Does us bother you as much as it does to me always?

 

Sometimes when I walk on the streets,

I seem to catch a glimpse of you among the human sea

Making me turn my head in hopes of you

Just to get disappointed 

Out of the bus window, when everything is all a blur,

I can only see you

A camera focusing on two main characters in a cheesy romance film with the cliche sappy music

But did I ever hold a place in your heart?

 

The people I met after and stayed has a soul of you

Of your humour that never fails to cheer me up and brighten up the skies

Bringing me back to my shy and innocent days

If I were more brave, would we have matched?

 

Thank you for the past as I anticipate the future

You moved on first before we even begun

I was the side character looking in

as the flower blossomed,

Could you tell mine withered?

 

But it is time for a new chapter to write itself

Let these hauntingly beautiful memories fade away