there have been so many days
full of joy,
and there have been so many more
full of sadness.
and sometimes there are days full of
nothing.
it\'s not sadness,
it\'s not joy,
it\'s not hatred
or fear
or anger,
or even the numbness.
it\'s just the
nothing.
the days you\'re strong enough to leave the house
but too weak to take another step,
the days you have enough energy to shower and brush your teeth
but not enough to leave your room and eat something ,
those days are full of the funny feeling
the nothing
and
the everything
at the exact same time.