Sadness wants me
It searches me in the dark
Beneath my mysteries and secrets
Wants to see blood, tears
Scars
Fears happiness, lights that glow
Sparkles, a smile
Things that makes life, life
If it grabs your there\'s no turning back
You need to speak all the verses loudly
From a lectern
Bursting into tears
Screaming
Sadness wants you to remember
Skin you don\'t wear anymore
The black spots inside you
Looking straight into his eyes
A grim ghost full of darkness
Can\'t be happy
I run away from it
Everytime
I want to be happy
A person everyone should be
But little by little I let Sadness come near
I can\'t feel without it
Without it I am nothing
I need Sadness to feel alive
An addiction that controls my soul
Happy or sad?
Both