Ajax (he/xe)

My last day alive

I walk to the store,

A soft smile on my face

I think about my plan

I buy some helium and a drawstring bag

No one should suspect anything

Surely I’m only planning a party for my friend.

Right? 

But inside I know 

Today’s my last day alive.

I go home from the store, 

the drawstring bag and helium kit in hand

I walk up to my room, 

Saying that I’m preparing the ballons

When I’m really heading to my demise

I secure the bag around my head, 

And then I insert the tube

To fill it with helium

My head feels fuzzy

I’m dizzy

I start to fall over

My eyelids feel heavy.

I hear someone calling my name

But it’s faint.

I couldn’t care less

It’s dark now

But I see a light

It’s calling me. 

I think I\'ll check it out...