In my mind I hear a distant piano bleeding into the night of seagulls
Hot white fog and seafoam jitters
I endlessly sigh, back turned to the cloudless sky
A senseless memory of a time that never really happened
When we were young and had a reason to smile
Our love was written in the stars, but our fate was unpredictable
I should\'ve known this life was a dead end, how foolish
Could I have been to think you were more than a slow healing wound?
All the signs were there, white flags ignored
Pure heart surrendering to the fading skyline
Obscured by our dark thoughts, I climb through every reason
I put down the phone when I\'m thinking about calling you
You never listened to me when I needed your help
And you threw my tears away like they were meaningless
Oh, how meaningless I am to you
The sun you never seen beauty in, the sky you never looked at
The trees when they were arching like limbs
Craving the touch of a lover, twisting and turning
Oh, how you made a basket case out of me, called me crazy
Just for thinking you actually cared
Laid flowers on my chest for every new scar
Every sleepless night I sat awake and felt stupid for loving you
I realised my breath is useless, my kisses are useless
My voice is an echoing ocean of longing just for you to see
I always loved you, but your actions prove you never loved me
And now I sit here, in this blissful candlelight
And the moment is still, an angel without wings
Unduly numb in my hopelessness
Singing in a fever dream
There was a time everything was right, I was resilient
Through black clouds, through the pain I couldn\'t snuff out
Strike a match on all of my poems
When you think you\'re alone, you\'re not the only one
An atom in time, drinking sunshadows
Sunshowers and violins.