“ April said “

April never seen her mom really love a man 

So April played around with every guy she ever had

Cause April believe that only the weak fall in love 

Cause she seen her mom and her mom wasn\'t the same since her dad left 

So she made a promise to her self

April look in the mirror an said I\'m beautiful and I\'m a beast 

And it\'s nothing weak about a beast, so to April love doesn\'t exist 

So I\'m in the club and I see her, so I asked her her name

She said April and can I get ur in exchange 

I said my name is shahid and Ill love to take you out sometime 

She said that would be find and here\'s my number call me some time 

That was the day me and April met

2years later we still here , I tell her I love her but she never tells me she love me back but she did explain to me why was that

She said her mom never told her how to love a man, but she show me what love does to you

So I ask what does love do to you?

She said it hurts you to no return , you can smile on the outside but inside it\'s a burn

I said but love don\'t always do that to you 

She said the love I always seen does 

She said the day my dad left I told him I love him, he said I love you and promise to come back but he never did

I said but April I will never leave you

She said so stop telling me you love me , cause in my eyes love isn’t forever 

She said Shahid I don\'t ever want to love you I just want you to stay here so I can always embrace you 

So from that day forth I stop using the word love and started using \"embrace\".......