the hurt still lingers
some days it hurts randomly
others, i cant even empathize what i had just felt like as if i didnt feel it
sometimes i wonder if you think about me
think about what you had
all the good i gave
all the love and support i gave
the way i wouldnt hesitate
the way i would want to give you everything
the way i wouldve done anything for you
wouldve done anything with you
i didnt care if you had things to do
i wanted to do those things with you by your side
i wonder about your thoughts every time you hear something about me
i hope it hits you what you lost
i hope one day it hits you how good it was and couldve been
i hope you realize my worth everyday
the place i held a fraction of in your heart,
is now being valued more than ever by someone im marrying
i was only a fraction in your heart that lead me to the one that holds me whole in his heart
and i thank you for that
i never regret anything in my life
everything happens for better things to come
but for fucks sake why did it have to hurt so bad
as people grow apart,
all they remember about that person is all of the bad
but not with you
im proud to say my head goes to all of the good things
all the fun we had
but even those good things follows with the pain of how good it was
and never will be again
theres no hurt being lead by the bad things
the way things ended
the way it didnt work
the way i begged
the way we parted
looking back i shouldnt have begged if i know what i know now
but i thank you for it all
i thank you for breaking my heart,
to lead me to the one that fears of breaking my heart
thank you for never reassuring me,
to make me appreciate when i am reassured
i thank you for being my escape,
to allow the next to help me face my obstacles
i thank you for letting him know about me,
so i can finally be happy with the one ill be with forever
\"alexa, play \'thank you, next\' by ariana grande\"