Darkness and loneliness,
Here in my hell.
With pain and fear,
Too great to yell.
I search for the answers,
To come to me.
As I wipe away tears,
No one will see.
I pray so sincerely,
With my head raised above.
Please help me and show me,
How to love?
To believe in truth,
As the story is told.
Mining for silver,
Searching for gold.
I love and miss my youth,
I want old age to be hassle free.
I need to find a better way
To deal with the sickness in me.
Memories fill me with happy times,
That I once knew.
With family, friends and
The things we would do.
The darkness and pain,
Will prevail.
If I don\'t get rid of secrets;
I long to tell.
In so much pain,
I\'m on my knees.
In hopes that someone
Hears my pleas.
The wound begins to heal,
But the scar remains.
No more comfortably numb;
I welcome the change.
Turbo1904