Travis Kasparov

Agonizing Paranoia

I can’t stop my mind to kiss the darkness

All the unpleasant assumptions

All the nightmarish frustrations

Make me so hard to gain warmness

 

Will the nightmarish horror find out?

The poor flesh of my body

The target of unpleasant jeopardy

I say; i am pretty freaking out!

 

And the world is a big waiting room

Where i am sitting and waiting

Where the chair is frustrating

Will it be the cheerful sunshine or doom?

 

And here i am; staying inside

And this uncanny room is narrowly tight.