I\'m broken inside but I still hold my head high
I keep on tryin to make it right
But those chestnut eyes
They know when i lie
There is no one to blame
But myself
All this pain
All this suffering
Is what i deserve for what i did to you
The pain you feel inside
I know its what your trying to hide
I just want to live my life
but its pointless without you
And I know how you feel because it hurts me too
I know this isn\'t fair
but I needed u there
Now I\'m fighting to stay on my feet
It seems there is no way to know how to fix what ive done
I am so so in love with you
I don\'t know why I do
I don\'t know why I let you fall in love with me
I knew it wouldn\'t last
Your just too damn good to be true
I dont know what to say to you
To make you understand
That my love was true
My intentions pure
Maybe that was part of the allure
I hate myself but I know it was for the best
I\'m so sorry I put you thru hell
but those chestnut eyes
they know what I hide
That\'s why I cant be with you