This child is depressed, ain\'t we
all are deep inside? I like to wear
clothes that cover up the
cuts that\'s on my body. I wear a mask
at school so people don\'t ask that
certain question to make me have the evil grins
inside that want me to kill them and
sometimes I hurt myself but I can\'t so I tell myself lies.
I cut so much that IT
the clown aka pennywise hides
away from me. Our
problems that we have will slap us in our cheeks
that makes us fall down and
makes us want to hurt ourselves on purpose. We have the darkest shades
that is inside us to make our
happiness fades away in our eyes.
The feeling I have for this
crazy train that I am riding to pay the dept
for me to go on the right track. We
all have crazy trains that we pay
to go on the right track to
have a better life & respect our human
selfs but sometime we do have the look of guile.
I have a heart with
all these pieces that\'s about to be torn
out little by little and
all over in the inside of my body is bleeding
now I have multiple hearts
from the love of my life that we
both make each other laugh & smile.
Soon the love of my life will be my husband and
he will kiss my mouth
when we get married & with
all the people that will be there it will have a myriad
of chairs so they can sit and have their subtleties.