Depressed again
I finally had a break
It seemed like it was gone
Like I had worked my way out
Depression
A choice that’s not always a choice
A circling of thoughts, behaviors
I can’t find myself changing
I know there are choices
Things to be done
To assist in pulling out from
This dungeon I’ve become
It pains me to be this way
To walk in the shadows
To be a ghost of a man
To know help comes from within
To struggle like it’s a sin
Having lived this way for so long
Having trained my mind this way
The change I require
Means changing my brain
They say change can happen
I dream for the day to come
This feeling I’m having
It’s sad and no fun
Suicide is calling
I’m trying to ignore
But help I could use
This really is no fun
I hope this will pass
Truth is it can’t
Until I work through this
I don’t have a chance
Forgive me my soul
For failing you in this life