Whispers
Different shades of black
different shades of darkness
slowly consuming my soul
like a melting candle with a flickering fire
eyelids slowly closing
hoping to drift in a dreamless night but
did you hear that?
The voices
speaking incoherent mumbles
then my heart started to tremble
There here again, visiting,
every single night.
Demons I cant seem to shake
my voice began to break
hearing a laugh that seem so fake
A laugh that insults my existence
A laugh for their victory
A laugh for my soul.
Should I ask for help?
well I did, once
they gave me a dangerous pill
bottling it up against my will
then it exploded empty
humanity leaves my body.
And I fought, I did
and still do
hoping it would stop
leaving me in peace.
that\'s all I ever wanted
but never granted.
But I know someday it will
cause I know I\'ve earned it
and I deserve it.
but for now, I\'ll take a rest
knowing a sun will rise
and light this darkness.