Narcisa

Wishful Thinking

Sometimes I remember the little girl that played in the freshly cut grass.

It didn’t ever seem like this was her path Sometimes I forget how important she is to me, she was always the part that seems to complete me. 

Struggling with my thoughts Just trying to be happy at all costs I could be the richest of richest men yet still not hold the power within

I’m just trying to find happiness at all cost but what is happiness If all is lost

Yesterday seems to be a lifetime away a new lifetime is brought to me by the day

Time is  precious as precious can be

No one ever tells you time doesn’t come free

Lets revisit the girl drawing in the corner at lunch time, thinking the world was gonna be mine 

Said I didn’t have time for friends cuz they were all just going to be memories in the end

Memories are nice yeah that’s true but memories won’t mean shit when it’s just you.

I remember a time when I didn’t have a thing

I remember a time when I  only had dreams 

I remember when none of this meant a thing to me 

I remember being excited for who I was going to be

Yesterday seems to be a lifetime away a new lifetime is brought to me by the day

Time is  precious as precious can be

No one ever tells you time doesn’t come free

It’s only a matter of time before I climb this corporate ladder and finally become something

I hope in the end I’m still me

I hope in the end I still remember playing in the grass 

I hope in the end I remember every small thing even the smallest of dreams 

But even if I don’t who gives a fuck, in the end it’s just me.