Ajax (he/xe)

3 mental breakdowns away

I just realized

I’m 3 mental breakdowns away

From going to a hospital

To spend all my days

Some scars on my neck

Add to the package

Along with grippy socks 

And emotional baggage

A blue-greenish gown 

And some coloring books

Some fellow gays

A bendy pencil I took

I’m missing my shoelaces-

It’s zip ties instead

I feel like soon 

I’m gonna lose my head