Do you ever have a dream,
That made you realize
Life’s not what it seems?
I remember being in my house,
Living my normal life.
But one thing was different.
I was eating, cutting food with a knife.
Soon, I woke up in a cold sweat.
My mind knows food is a threat.
My first instinct was
To force it up and starve
It kind of made me realize
How fucked up I am.
Just a shell of a person,
Not a woman
Nor a man.