Ajax (he/xe)

Snapped

A belt in my closet

Closed around my throat

All this shit’s blurry

Blacked out,comatose

I can’t see, my body’s tingly

My nose hurts,

I smashed it on something

I can kind of see now,

 it’s still really blurry

I’m on the closet floor,

Half a belt round my neck

The other half is still tied to the bar.

I think I almost died.

But it snapped, 

Goddamnit.