Have you ever felt like the whole world is watching you and you still can’t do anything right? As you walk you fall. When you stand you sit nothings right you don\'t know why or how to fix it. You feel like a leaf falling down into the grand canyon getting caught with every gust of wind constantly in a downward spiral never knowing when you\'re going to plummet into the ground hitting harder and harder coming down from every high no matter how hard you try you can never stay up and the low’s feel so low that you feel like you can’t move or talk sometimes you can’t breathe you get so choked up you think for a moment today might be the DAY that i finally DIE the day I finally get to feel that feeling I\'ve been craving for so time like a meth head or a heroin-addicted without there special fix but you think to yourself this special fix is quick and simple not a drug no not at all just complete numbness that\'s it.