Look me in the eyes, you\'ll see the place all hope goes to die.
What do I do, when nothing feels alright?
Who do I talk to, without you by my side?
Who\'s going to talk me out of secondhand suicide?
I don\'t want to kill myself, because I\'m scared to die.
I just want to be alright.
I avoid mirrors, because I\'m not the person looking back at me.
I\'m a hollow shell without you in my life.
It honestly kills me that I didn\'t get to say goodbye.
But you lied, you told me you were going to be alright.
Now a year has done passed by.
I still remember that Thursday night, you told me you loved me.
Momma, how could you leave me?
This life I live, it\'s a downward spiral.
I honestly have a hard time admitting I\'m depressed.
I just don\'t want to admit, I\'ve been scared to death.
Just feeling guilty I wasn\'t there for your last breath.