melellendixon

the last good day is sooner than we think

i wish i could halt the world 
to cherish each moment with you
as you gave your life being my sun 
but you won\'t see me blossom
and i cry prematurely 
wondering if each hug is the last
even when i know it\'s not 
for you may have no regrets in this realm
but I\'d give my soul to keep you safe in the next
then realize my own existentialism is a reality 
and maybe I\'d fear my own fate 
in a desperate attempt to forget yours