I really don’t want to believe there’s meaning to anything
I’ve staked my identity, my impulsivity, my irresponsibility
On the idea that everything is nothing
And i worry that maybe im meant to have the things I have
Things i don\'t feel like i deserve
I tell myself it’s because I want to be aware of my privilege
But then I get high all day
So yeah I’m about as aware as I am sober
But I can’t help but feel like I’m denying destiny
Lucki says I can’t wait for no shit that I was born to get
I’m just worried I’m going to wait too long
I don’t want to wait at all