My body is in mourning from all the pain I have inside,tears running on the inside the outside seems fine.
I can\'t sleep because my chest feels like it\'s about to burst,my heart is pounding like thunder as I see my self in a Hurst.
No reason why I\'m feeling this way when everything is going good,my anxiety has triggered and I\'m feeling misunderstood.
I want to scream for help but I don\'t want to wake my baby up,someone save me from these thoughts so I won\'t give up.
I hate what it does to me makes me feel weak when I know I\'m strong,facing all of my inner demons proving that their wrong.
I need to be held so tight so I can feel the strength behind the love you have for me,yet I feel useless with all this pain inside of me.
You don\'t really see me you just look at me with no clue,not seeing the beautiful person inside,the one that loves you.
I can only write this down and let the words run wild in my head,I don\'t feel alive,at this moment I feel dead.