you fly so high reality is obscured
by cloudy visions of a perfect world
unfolding effortlessly from pink lips
the moment feels right
and for a second I feel invincible
looking down at seas of bright colour
pleasure is paramount
in soft ribbons of blue light
seeds of discontent winter flourish
through doors we never considered
paintings we never finished
take form in silent offerings, burning
in sacred text, sacred sex
we orgasm in lucid dreams, intertwined
you promise a date, but you can\'t commit
wistful gaze, unravelling orange rinds
I return to my roots
feral wilderness of the beast inside
claws scratching at the heartless night
I return to the water
imagining a splendid death
every way I could come to an end
where do I put my fears
when I\'ve forgotten what it feels like
to be ignorant, but the bliss is remarkable
and the lust is growing?
almost by design, I falter and when I look at the sun
my eyes see beyond
as if this is the way it was meant to be.