I want to share my darkness and it won\'t be pleasant, in so many ways I become envoys..
To have a mother you want to spend time with and wants to spend it with you..
Love is each to their own and mine is not always easy to see, even more so when I get lost deep inside of me.
Please forgive my moods as I work on this pain, because losing you still sits on my brain.
To break this pattern of everyone\'s life is better if I just stay out the way
Yet with all my beating heart I want to relearn that, everything is OK!
This fear is actually in a safe place.
(My forfinya)
Her curves are perfect, enough to handle each of my waves
Her spirit is bright enough to harbour safely in stormy days
Her frolicking soul keeps dancing in the sun or the rain
That hindrances side I never wish to provide, never held against or waiting in vain
Nothing less than I wanted always giving more than I need, if words could bring her the world then I place mine in a row endlessly.
Knowing in each dimension this connection will always be, no matter the time or space that\'s thrown in between.