Desire I couldn\'t control
yet I abode by its temptation
Feeling content to the fullest
Ending up in my own self-harm
I wanted to say no but I said yes
Easy to say but hard to forget
Haunting me every single day
Horrified life I went through on my own
Did it feel great? Yes, it did indeed
The lost part of my soul I wanted to find
On my way to fight for it
The time went by and I still battled with it