I’m not afraid, I’m not afraid of feelings of hate, hurt & despair
the hope, trust & kindness I dish is my largest flaw and my biggest fear
Others feel hope by using a form of prayer
Though I have no religion which gives me less promise, instead I listen to the dark thoughts in my ear
The hope I have isn’t often inside of me, it’s the hope of other people
I feel like I wasted my hope, trust and kindness on humanity
I was too oblivious to the planet that I couldn’t see evil
In fact my ambition still somewhat lies in others so I guess you could say that’s insanity
I did believe there was more bad than good but I have finally learnt its vice versa
My friends proved that I’m often over-kind
I just wish that the planet got on with every country universal
My past experiences taught me that I was oh so blind
I thank my friends for giving me a better vision
For it helps that I now know that more people are an enemy than they are a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
For me, each contrast in the world causes a massive collision
The malice in this world leaves a gigantic hole like that of a volcano
I need to stop looking at the world with such ambition.