all that i can see

out of pain out of rage

this feeling is eating me alive, why do i keep letting people get this close to me hurting me 
my heart is racing and i’m gasping for air 
all of this because they are letting me down 
i’m screaming in your ears 
i’m filling up my lungs with tears 
i’m drowning 
and you still chose to not care
i’m disappointed with you but must of all with me for letting this happen, for not anticipate this
my eyes remain blind but my ears can see
now i know your priorities
i remain silent cuz the wind speaks to me 
 the secrets are being revealed 
 i’m screaming with all of my life 
but i’m screaming out in space 
you can chose to listen you just don’t