Feeling tired,
Sitting here,
In this room,
With all your fears.
Try to keep it under control,
And not to loose it,
With your soul.
Head is pounding,
Heart is aching,
Just don’t loose it,
For others to abuse it.
Even weaker in these days.
Maybe stronger?
No one knows what’s in your ways.
Have to hide it,
Have to keep it,
Deep within,
Where nobody will get in.
On this dark holy ground of your heart.
Pressing harder and harder.
Feeling your lungs out of air.
Body shanking.
Only fear.
Do not loose it,
Do not show,
Not for anything in this world.
You are stronger,
You are better.
Do just show them,
To not get sadder.
Don’t change your heart,
Don’t change your soul,
Don’t change for them,
They’re not worth your beautiful glow.
Keep it,
Than show it.
For the distant part to get close to it,
And the other part to stay there and admire it.