Repeat to yourself, “he’s not really gone.”
keep listening to the playlist he made you,,
and keep yourself wondering where it went wrong.
why did i get so attached and how?
act like everything is okay .
act like you didn’t cry over the texts he sent you.
why would you be sad about this?
its not like he was the only person making you happy, right?
You know you’ll never tell him the truth about you staring at your phone crying because of how much it hurt to hear those words.
You know that he’ll start to feel worse than he already does,,
and you know he doesn’t deserve to hurt