If I pull this trigger now
Will the world end
It’s like the weight on my shoulders
Was the only reason
My world ended
Constipating on what it really means
It’s like I ask over and over
What is it
That’s meant for me to be
They say leave it in god hands
But still I ask
Am I meant to be a failure
Or do I see success near me
Juggling my options
Trying to figure out what route
That’s is meant for me
If I go down this path
Either I’m dead or alive
Or if I go this way
I’ll finally reach the destination
That’s meant to be
Life is never easy
Reality maybe Fatal
But if I fail now
Who will ever know my reality
So if I pull this trigger
Who am I letting down
Not me
Not you
But my lil girl
Nah this can’t be her reality
Like Tupac said
Keep your head up
Things are going to get easier
So this is the path I’ll take
Now put the gun down we down
We don’t need no mistakes