When you look into my eyes you\'ll see I am a mess and lost and scared and I can\'t seem to make it all just fucking disappear.
(I\'m depressed.)
I need to find a better version of myself but its so hard With all the hate in this world.
Made a lot of mistakes I wish I knew how to erase might get distant and push everyone away.
I\'m a wreck and in a valuable place and I don\'t know if I\'ll ever find my way.
I\'m super stressed and I can\'t relax I can\'t shake all the heavey weight laying on my chest & the crazy thoughts going on inside my head.
I\'m getting help but not working out so well
When I\'m there I feel safe and secured when I am at my worst they lift my spirits up and I get all cozy and warm.
when I let go of the rope and get relased back into this crazy world I get lost and afraid and go right back into my depression fucking state.
They say time is a healer but I hope it moves along because I\'m tired of feeling lost and alone
No one knows me well, sittin\' on the edge of my seat Lookin\' at life, overanalyzin\' everything.
When I am at my lowest no one is around they all leave me hanging like a broken limb hanging from a tree branch
no one is there to catch me when I fall but that\'s alright I\'m fighting back maybe I\'ll break thru after all.
I apologize for all of the stress i put out
Just need to time to find myself and lift off the hurt and burden I feel inside my heart
And I know it hurts knowing that I carry this weight on my chest Making it difficult to reach out and connect.
I know everything will eventually be alright
promise ill be changing I just need a little more time need everyone to be by my side and instead of leaving me so far behind
I will not stop finding my strength i will break thru these emotional chains ill find my peace again make all these feelings come to an end.