Drowning in self righteousness. My ego flies high above the clouds. My feet try to stay planted with the roots of all things earthbound but my pride? My pride pulls treacherously at the weakest pieces to bring me that much closer to the skies. The world so cold and cruel, it owes me I feel. I didn\'t ask to be here, to be mistreated, unloved and abandoned. I didn\'t ask to develope trust issues, drug issues, codependency issues, intimacy issues, mental health issues. No no. Those are stemmed from being dealt a bad hand at life. My decisions are made BECAUSE the world wrecked me and ill be damned if it doesn\'t owe me everything. Why should I change my behavior when I can just blame it on the world? The pain isn\'t mine to carry; I never asked for this. Stomping on others to build my staircase, shattering others self worth to add value to my own. I deserve this. I am owed. If you break its because you\'re weak; not because you stayed far too strong for far too long. My words don\'t cut like knives and my deceit does not burn your soul like fire. My breath does not melt your skin. No no, that is all you. Take responsibility, take control, own up. While I sit here on my thrown of broken skeletons and bleeding hearts just remember; I told you so; I told you I was entitled, I told you I was owed.