People say that I am suicidal
Just because my emotions are tidal
I am happy next minute I am sad
See what I want and not what I have
Think you love me but I am not so sure
Not knowing is more than I can endure
Like waves crashing on a rocky shore
You give me all but I just need more
My smile is my frown I always wear
To hide the fact that no one cares
When my mind starts to become idle
I do start to feel suicidal