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Suicidal thoughts

I am sitting alone playing my thoughts 
Thinking about my life and all i have been through 
Feeling like this is the end for me ,is it true ?
See let me tell you about myself 
All of my life I have been living with depression
Always felt like I am living under opression 
Popping pills all day was my obsession 
Feeling the burden like am living in regression
So i went to therapy had a session 
It did not help I decided to take my life  
Maybe if i die the pain and suffering might end 
Maybe if i die other people\'s pain might mend 
But What about my family,my mom and my dad
What would they say if they found out am dead 
I dont think i should kill myself just because I am mad 
Maybe my life will turn around and I will laugh about this some day  
To someone having suicidal thoughts all this will change one day
All this will be over it will be your survival story 
So pick your self up an take on the world and stop being sorry 
And remember after nightfall comes daylight 
At the end of the cave there is light
So this is not the end you have to fight