I’ve tried so many times
But I never get far enough
I feel so much pain,
But it never stops my heart
There are so many people around,
But I can’t hear a single one
All I wanna do is pull the trigger on a gun
But I still have friends so I pretend to have fun
I wanna fucking die, yet still I’m alive
Scars on my wrists, stomach, thighs
I think I’ve finally lost my mind
Do I overdose next or make some vertical slashes?
I can barely see through these teary lashes
It’s too late now, I’ve gone too far.
Let me leave, world, I’m tired of being scarred.