I don’t know which way to go
I find my self thinking
But still I remain alone
Trying to constipate on how my life will go
I lay here
Lost and alone
Most days I try to figure it out
And some days I find it hard to sleep At night
Reminiscing of the past
I try to figure out where I’m at
Most days I want to be a good dad
And some days I wish I never had
Never had made some of the choices I did
Never spoke the way I spoke
Never looked the way I do
But still I strive to stand strong
And keep walking miles in my shoes
Most days I wish I was dead
So lost and alone
Some days I have no purpose
Lost and confused
But yet I still lay here
Unsure what to do
As I inhale deeply
And exhale softly
I still lay here exhausted
Crying out for help on the inside
It feels like I’m choking
If I stay here
Mentally I’ll be broken
Lost and alone
I think my soul has spoken
But if this is my reality
Yeah it’s meant for me to be permanently broken
Cold and alone
My heart has chosen
So don’t let this be my reality
Cause my path has been chosen