kayewaye

Lost and alone

I don’t know which way to go

I find my self thinking

But still I remain alone

Trying to constipate on how my life will go

I lay here

Lost and alone

Most days I try to figure it out

And some days I find it hard to sleep At night

Reminiscing of the past

I try to figure out where I’m at

Most days I want to be a good dad

And some days I wish I never had

Never had made some of the choices I did

Never spoke the way I spoke

Never looked the way I do

But still I strive to stand strong

And keep walking miles in my shoes

Most days I wish I was dead

So lost and alone

Some days I have no purpose

Lost and confused

But yet I still lay here

Unsure what to do

As I inhale deeply

And exhale softly

I still lay here exhausted

Crying out for help on the inside

It feels like I’m choking

If I stay here

Mentally I’ll be broken

Lost and alone

I think my soul has spoken

But if this is my reality

Yeah it’s meant for me to be permanently broken

Cold and alone

My heart has chosen

So don’t let this be my reality

Cause my path has been chosen