I’m slowly killing myself
Each night is 5 more deep slashes
To slowly bleed out
Over the course of a week or two
I’m constantly dizzy,
It’s getting worse each day.
If I even move my left arm,
Pain.
Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain
All this pain.
My wrist looks like a checkerboard,
Lines up and down
Slash the same place 3 times,
Move to the next cut.
You may wonder, why do this slowly?
Why not end it at once?
Cause deep down,
I don’t know if I want to die.
And this gives me more time.
Time to be saved.
Someone, please help me.