I don’t want to get better
because I’ve made friends with the dark and all of the negative thoughts that come with it
I don’t want to get better
because the depression has become my comfort, my sense of safety, because i know it will never change
i don’t want to get better
because the manipulative personality I’ve adapted has becoming a warm blanket that coats my being.
I don’t want to get better
Because I’m afraid the sense of stability in have created will simply fade away once i start to heal
im afraid i will become nothing but shell of what I used to be