Ajax (he/xe)

I Lie

I lie. 

I’m full of lies

Around my friends I act happy

Around my parents I’m obedient

At school I’m quiet

So what’s the real me?

I don’t know anymore.

Who am I?

What am I?

Where am I?

Why was I born?

Why am I here ?

Why can\'t I just die?

I deserve it, after all.