Blaze

Disinterest

I don\'t want to eat

unless it\'s to be selfish,

or to fill a void I made.

I don\'t want to sleep

unless it\'s to forget,

to pass the time.

I don\'t want to breathe

unless it\'s to drag water to my lungs,

in that precious sea.

I don\'t want to talk

to you, to anyone, i\'m tired,

no one wants me anyways.

I don\'t want to kiss

the pretty petals from the roses

that riddle my heart.

I don\'t want to live

unless it\'s to be you.