Is this normal
To feel how I feel?
Is this really happening?
Is this for real?
I’m stuck in the past
With no way to move on
I cry every night
With events replaying on and on
How could this have happened?
How could this be?
How could he do
What he did to me?
It happened so long ago -
My mind forgot it so.
Now the memory won’t stop
And he was even a cop!
He took advantage
And I knew better
He had gotten what he wanted
And I never mattered
I told him ‘No’
But he didn’t listen
Finally got him to stop
So he wouldn’t be trippin’.
I did what I did
‘Cause I wanted him to leave me alone
Stayed for a little while after
Then I was gone
I cried on the way home
Couldn’t believe what just happened
Trusted he would protect me
Because of his position
My mind forgot it
Never thought of it again
Until the other day
When the memory began!