It\'s time to go under, to sleep for a while. I\'m feeling so nervous, my brains in denial. My lungs are failing, my body is tired. My heart\'s under pressure, has my life expired? In god I trust, to protect me from harm. No more suffering, just a sense of calm. I have to be strong, it\'s out of my hands, I truly believe that God has his plans. My eyes are closing, I take one last look around. Then all goes black and I don\'t hear a sound. It feels like minutes but a month has passed. My life has been saved, I have hope at last. Recovery will be hard but I\'m prepared for the fight. I have people that care, I might be alright. To make my dad proud, that\'s my biggest goal. The devil won\'t win, I\'m climbing out of this hole.