Searching for a pen name

Days went by

It was dark, there came a light

But I don\'t remember

The days went well, sky seemed blue

But I doubt.

It was dark again, the lights kept hiding from me

I searched for them

But this time they gave me pain

I am stuck in dark, scared of lights

Where am I ?

Now it\'s dark more, oh I started digging deep

Buried myself, which I started enjoying then

Now comes the hand to lift me up, wrong time right?

Lights are my new dark

Aliens are happy with me

But I don\'t doubt

The sky seemed blue again, I am trying to forget

I know there would be lights soon

Waiting for the days

To blow them off.