RubyRae

End

I\'ve lost all control, my mind it won\'t stop. The pressure Inside, is about to make me pop. The voices they\'re strong, they won\'t go away. No matter how much I beg, no matter how much I pray. I\'m always to blame, I do everything wrong. There\'s no place for me here, I know I don\'t belong. I feel so worthless, broken and drained. I\'m trying my best but my heart still feels pained. What do I do now? Where do I go? I can\'t take much more and it\'s starting to show. I just want peace, the flashbacks won\'t end. I\'m done with all this, I can no longer pretend. I can\'t take any more, I\'m sorry I\'m this way. I fought so hard but I just cannot stay.