Nadia

naivety of a thirteen year old girl

june 2020

i remember the soft, deceiving compliments

i remember the sweet feeling of after

i remember feeling like a special girl

i remember being fulfilled

july 2021

i remember the anger of realization

i remember the horrifying feeling of after

i remember keeping my secrets, locked away

i remember feeling empty

april 2022

i remember you almost everyday

i remember you wanting me

i remember your age, not young

i remember it all, but i wish i hadn’t