Having so much change to come
Scares me to death
Although it will be the best decision yet
I am afraid of not knowing the outcome
It\'s all so uncertain, but at the same time so exciting
I just have to remember for what i\'ve been fighting
It\'s not easy to let myself succeed
When I am used to hurting myself till I bleed
Really wanting to be more compassionate towards myself
Which is exactly why I need to open my heart and put my feelings on the shelf
I am letting my past go and will remember all that i\'ve done
But now it\'s time for me to go for what\'s best for me
And for what I was meant to do all along