I really wish I knew better
Maybe make you feel a little less bitter
Wish I could channel some of your pain
To help you ease on the strain
I wish I had your back more often
I should\'ve taken more precaution
I should\'ve kept you safe
Now the distance between us is immense
Yet the urge to hold you in my arms becomes more intense
If I could then I would sit with you now to talk and try to make sense
But I am less than perfect
And I might be a little too in pieces
I am sorry I choose to play the suspect,
Accused, abandoned and disgraced
I took you for granted now I don\'t think I can stand it
Perhaps breaking down in this cold could give me some peace
And understanding
Maybe in my disgrace,
From your mind I will be erased.